That makes me love YOU! :)

If a guy comes up to me and talks to me first, even if I’m with a crowd, that shows me they’re confident which will get my attention. ♥ It helps if they can always  keep a conversation. Great style gets my attention. ;) If they’re quick witted and can keep up with me that’ll definitely get my attention. Lots of different things! ♥

No, I hardly date to begin with anyways. :/

No! I go to Toni & Guy and I’ll ask for my shortest layer to be a certain length (like 4-5 inches) and my longest layer to be the length of my hair. I do cut my own hair if I’m shaving parts off though. :)

Hope this helps!
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And I’ll love you back forever. <3

Sometimes your family isn’t always who you’re blood related to. What I mean by this is that that iconic idea of what a family is suppose to be (loving, caring, supportive, always there for you, etc.), isn’t always found in your family. Sometimes you have to make your family. You have to find friends who are mature enough to not only think about themselves, people who can cheer you on, and support you through the journey of achieving a passion.

I’m not sure if by abusive you mean physically or mentally, but if physically call the police. Mentally is a little different. If you call the police for mental abuse, that’s something that can’t see or fix. That’s something that’s in you and will stick with you for a long time, not forever, but a long time because you know no different than the things you’ve heard from your family. What you need to know, regardless of what anyone says (including your family), is that you deserve what you want. Say that to yourself as many times as it takes to stick with you. There’s no one in the world that can make you feel like you aren’t worthy or don’t deserve to dance and sing. Sometimes when families don’t really take your passion seriously, or they think it’s farfetched, you need to just label them in your head as people you can’t talk to about that passion. They don’t get it. They don’t understand that’s home for you. They may never get it, but ya know what? If that’s the case then those people don’t deserve to be in your spotlight. You might end up on Broadway or in a dance group that’s the opening act for the Grammys. And in those positions you’ll find people with similar stories to you and similar interests and it’ll be those people who become your family. Those people will cheer you on and support you.

You don’t need alcohol to be that free performer. That free performer is always in you and always will be! Whenever I feel nervous about something, or I can hear those negative comments in my head, I just pretend that no one else is real but me. So no one else matters and if I screw up, no one will know but me because no one else is real. Even if it’s not true, for that moment to me it is.

I hope this helped. You can do this.
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It might seem a little cliché, but I think the reason for you becoming almost the opposite of what you were raised as is simply because you’re growing up. Call it rebellion if you want but I think you’re venturing outside the bonds you’ve been placed in as a kid, which is great! You’re going to need to experiment a while to not only see what you like but find out who you are. I think the reason you’re ok with following the rules in school and work is because that’s sort of necessary to get to where you want to be (especially if you want a paycheck from work), but out in the real world where there’s no parents to tell you to say “please and thank you” and to “do your homework before supper” you’re sort of slacking on yourself. Maybe the reason for you not disciplining yourself is because you’re so use to having someone do it for you and to remind you. Another reason might be that when you are disciplined you feel like that polite child again, and you’re trying to escape from that to be your own person.

My advice would be to take some time for you. Maybe take a whole weekend even just so you can organize yourself. Get planner, set alarms on your phone, make that time that you feel you don’t have. You know, I feel like I always hear new moms saying “Oh I have a new baby, I don’t have time for _____.” You don’t have time if you don’t make the time. If you feel like “Ok today I want to make it to the bus on time, then come home and do my homework, then make dinner, and go to bed” then schedule your time to do so! Even schedule some chill time so you can just watch TV,  tumblr for hours, or take a nap. You’ll feel more productive and like you’re contributing to your life if you know you’ve done all you wanted to do that day!  I think you’ll feel happy again too. :)

Hope this helps!
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♥ Aww thank you! I need to be a little better with posting more often but I appreciate the compliment. ;D ♥

♥ Ohhh! You’re the sweetest! Thank you very much. ♥
Someone did actually think I was a mannequin once. I was standing in front of the store with my sister and I just hear “Are those mannequins?” so I looked over at them lol I can’t imagine how scary that must’ve been for them. :P But thank you very much ♥

❤ Thank you so much! ❤

I’m glad you love it! I definitely try to find new and amazing photography so my blog doesn’t get boring lol. :P

Thank you! :D
Right?! I just saw a miley cyrus picture under the goth tag. Nuh-uh that shit isn’t going to happen here!

❤ Can I just *cyber hug* you right now. (>^.^)>❤
There aren’t words to describe how sweet this is! Thank you so much for thinking so and saying so c: I would be more camera active if I had a better camera but instead I’m stuck with a crappy webcam. :(

Thank you but speak for yourself :O I love YOUR blog! I’ll definitely be following ❤

Awww❤ Thank you so much! I’m blushing over here now :p

I think it would be kind of hard to keep up with if you had purple streaks in your hair only because when you’re redying those purple parts it’d be like an Easter egg hunt trying to find all the streaks :( Also if you’re willing to do streaks and dip dye your hair, you might as well color all of it since so much of your hair would be purple!

I hope I helped ❤
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